November 21st 1985

So today I turn 20. I think that's the worst age to turn. I feel I should have already achieved something in my two decades. But then I look around and realize "nope, haven't achieved shit."
But then people tell me to look at myself and see what I've actually done...which I suppose compared to people around me, is more, but I don't care. Its how I feel about my accomplishments, not how other people do. And I feel I have yet to contribute to society in a significant way. I try everyday to be nice, but that never feels like its enough.
However, at least I didn't spend this year in a hopital getting stitches. That sucked last year.