So The Boy and I haven't yet talked about summer us yet and I'm still really nervous about the whole thing, but I'm hoping he's nervous too. I was talk (at this point in writing this post, my phone rings. Its The Boy and I answer in nervous anticipation. He just read the email that I sent about a minute before I started writing this. He's coming over and we're going to talk)
LATER
Like three hours later. Yes, this is a three hour post. However, it is nothing like a three hour tour, because no one has to remain on this post for years. So three hours later, after just sitting and talking in my closet, well not just talking, there was quite a bit of silence. So when we finally got to the topic at hand, which took all of...um...five minute....no....5 seconds to agree about.....we are going to stay together over the summer.....or as he so neatly put it "I will wait for you". That made my heart drop about two feet. I am soooo Happy.
Then he handed me this little card. A mere trifle really, but it meant our entire world. It meant so much. I never want to let it go. I so scared to lose it already. I think I could tell this boy I love him. Which is strange, because I don't believe in love, but sometimes it creeps up on me and I have to press my lips to his to stop myself from speaking. Please, don't tell him. It scares me.