And inhale. Exhale. I'm talking to my boyfriend on AIM and the whole "what are we going to do about us for the summer?" Which is not really something I ever wanted to face. I'm at a place where enjoying the present is the best thing ever. The future can wait and I can't help the past, so present, I love you. Anyway, we decided that we should talk about it later, in person. Which kind of makes me sick, but also relieved. He did agree that we should talk about that, but since we are talking on AIM, I don't know how he feels about that from his facial expressions. DAMN YOU IMPERSONAL INTERNET!!! DAMN YOU!!! No wait, I need you. Anyway, so the what's my relationship status for the summer question is sitting somewhere, unvoiced in cyber-space. Oh please. I really want to keep him, but I shall not be psycho if he disagrees. Well, I wish myself luck.