This is not a test. I am on the verge of a breakdown. This should be an interesting post because I've never posted in the present tense.

My whole body feels shaky. I want the lights out and I want everyone to leave. My roommate who is studying musical theater has 5 friends over and they are too much. Usually I can kind of handle them. Right now I just want them to leave. They need to leave now. I just want to curl up and hide. They need to leave. I want quiet. They need to leave now. I should ask them to leave, but I feel that the smallest thing is going to cause me to cry. I just opened a container of food and it was giving me problems and I almost cried. The worst thing is that my roommate's friends are talking about horror movies. PLEASE LEAVE!!! I just want my whole body to stop shaking.

I'm feeling a little better now, having eaten. However the people are still here and they still need to leave.

They have left. Quiet has returned to the room. I'm still a little shaky, but mostly better. I guess I'll see how the rest of the night progresses.

Okay I think the whole thing has passed. I'm good for now.

That was scary. The last thing I needed was a breakdown. Okay. breath. Breath. breath.