Re-reading what I posted yesterday, I somehow feel it misses the mark of the now long vanished post. I think the emotions in this version are more removed. I was so in the moment for the first time in the other one, I actually started to cry. This version feels like I've already been through the emotions and have moved on, that they don't carry with the words the way they did before. Anyway, I really ought to stop remenicing. It will forever be "the lost post" and there isn't anything I can do about it. So moving on.
I get to see the Wooster Group thursday night, which is really just much, much later today, because its already Thursday morning. Its funny how I used to think that staying up to midnight was such a big deal. I don't think I've gone to bed before midnight for at least the last month. Anyway, speaking of sleep. I should get some right now.